Okay, I had an awesome Study Week for all reasons non-studious and all that jazz. But that's just it. I did no work and now I'm behind and have three and a half days to jam out another essay, one that seems impossible at the best of times but is increasingly looking worse as the seconds slip by. All because my self-esteem took a lovely hit in the, already tender, ego. Ironically, my next assignment is about self-esteem. Anyway, what makes this essay harder to wrap one's mind around is the fact I'm all out of routine and sync from the week I had off. I can't get my flow.
I said before Study Week swung around that I did not want a Study Week. I wanted a normal week where I could work as I had been and then go home on Thursday afternoon for my Dead By Sunrise concert (freakin' awesome - see more details later!) on the Friday and then do a little work on Saturday. As life goes, Study Week came whether I wanted it to or not, I went home a little earlier and the internet at home wasn't working. Dead By Sunrise were still freakin' awesome, however, and the highlight of my whole life.
So, here I sit, cup of tea and pile of paper beside me, feeling increasingly more anxious as I stare at the work I need to get done, feel I can't get done, and feel will be crap no matter what I do. Thanks a lot world. Thanks a lot life. Thanks a lot my stupid procrastination gene. You make me feel crap.
On a positive note, Supernatural is back for a sixth season, Pokemon Gold/Silver has been remade and I just got a £320 bursery. Oh, and I got to shake Chester Bennington's hand but more of that later!
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